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I'm a Ukrainian living in Israel, ironically I'm not even Jewish. Growing up in Kiev we poor young university students idolised America and UK. I learned English by myself only to understand the UK bands! The Smiths, Cocteau Twins. American authors Emerson and Thoreau it was all forbidden, and even after breakdown was impossible to get, we copied it for one another on cassettes and into notebooks. We had Internet one hour per week at the uni, and spent it looking for our favorite band websites. It was 26 years ago. Now all we have in common my friends in Ukraine and me in Israel is pain and anger of betrayal by the West, our ideals of free thinking and freedom. I spoke with my friend in odessa recently and asked her has she haven't been able to watch any American movies either? She said they make her sick, the constant heroes, the defenders of the bullied, where are they? They do not exist, they never did, only in our imagination. I my study class in Haifa where I have all kinds of people Russian, Ukrainian, Palaestinian, Muslim, druze, Christian, Jewish every single person is horrified by what has been done on October 7, and yes every one of us is horrified by what is happening to people in Palestine, but none of us wants to “free it“. We have seen first hand what that means, we have in class a survivor from Nova. Did you know that dozens of them already killed themselves? This girl gets the hugs from every one of us in class, Muslim, Arabs, included. Do you know what these girls got from America, from Canada, from Europe? They were called liars, and "occupant" and every vile word possible. How did America become the defender of rapists, sadists and killers? I do not understand, it pains me every time I open the Internet to the point that I disconnected all social media and Internet at home. What will happen to you and what will happen to us? Another war is about to begin where I live, my childhood home has been destroyed in Ukraine, my idealistic young friends are almost all dead now in Ukrainian army, journalists, photographers, my best friend who listened to Cocteau twins with me. How did this all happen?

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David's avatar

Love that you're drafting on Substack, Sam. My respect for you has further increased.

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